OK, so lately ive been bored and looking into all the nutjob paranoid, fear mongering, conspiracy theories out there, but looking for a more credible one. ive developed this one on my own after reading mathew 1;23 and isiaih 7;14wich states the mesiah's name is supposed to be named immanuel. there are many more verses i can quote wich contradict our normal understand of jesus as the messiah. personally ive never liked the catholic church and now, i half heartedly beleive they are part of a conspiracy to destroy christianity. As a forward i am searching for a possible compilation of the letters used to create the bible, unfortunately most of the stories ive come up with is that it doesnt exist. As many of us know, the bible was written by letters sent between churches about their divine experiences, it is therefore a very small compilation of a comitee decided "most important texts". when the catholic church really gained power it became easy to see how attrocious it really could be. throughout history it has either endorsed or looked the other way of many questionable situations. to name a few in example. the crusades is the most famous of all. another is hitler's nazi germany, wich was supposedly endorsed by the church at the time (my most questionable point might want to check that one out for yourself, i have vague recolection of this), but it has only recently apalogized for not condemning the christian adolf hitler's crimes against humanity. The pedofile priest scandals. and more recently a misunderstood message of peace to the muslims. we of course thought they were being anal they think we are being assholes and saying they are warmongering wich is incorrect ive researched that too and they are a very peaceful religeon, or they are supposed to be. It is through these actions and several others that i beleive the catholic church is trying to sabotage the christian faith, that and there are numerous passages that raise question to its validity wich i think might have been purposely selected to raise question among those willing to question.

To say as a final note though, I have long beleived that the one day i would just know, and understand. Often have I felt a divine presence in my life. I beleive it is this presence that drives me now to question the catholics. so in final i would like to say find your own relationship with god, and pursue it in the manner that i have.